Happy March I'm going to be so real and raw this month and I'm going to share my personal letter to myself reminding me what God has done in my life and how he has always been faithful! It’s a great reminder that no matter what comes our way he has a plan and will always supply us with what we need. We do not have to worry about the future it’s in our maker’s hands! I encourage each of you to use this as an example and write your own it’s amazing to look back and see how He really was always there!
No matter what happens to you in your life you will be OK. You know how I know this because the Lord your God has always been faithful and he has never left you, need some examples here ya go
When your parents divorced and you were scared and moved to a new town and were dealing with fear and abandonment Jesus was there, He was there through your Meem who kept some watch over you and helped with things as well as taking you to church and spending the nights with her. He was there through Mrs. Dillahunty and placed her in your life as a shoulder to cry on and a person that listened and cared, Jesus dried your tears and calmed your fears through her hands. He gave you friends and Stephanie’s family so you didn’t have to always feel alone while momma was working AND he always kept you safe, he kept you safe from sex, drugs and alcohol. He was there and never left. He gave you sports and things to keep you occupied while you healed.
When you struggled financially Jesus gave you a roof over your head, vehicles to drive and jobs to work at. He made sure he kept your momma safe and healthy and able to provide a home, so you always had a place to come home too. He gave you your health back each time stress took it over, he helped with college and knowledge in your mind he kept you from being depressed and anxious, he helped you recover from broken friendships and boyfriends, he mended your heart each time and took away the shame. He left prayers for bad relationships left unanswered because he knew he had something great planned for you and your life. Jesus was always there, church and friends were always there in some form or another He Always supplied people when you needed it and worship opportunities each time you needed those as well. He kept the family you had left intact to love you and be there for you.
In high school Jesus provided you with a way from traditional school and the problems there to an alternative school so you could get your bearings again and feel safe and comfortable going. He kept you safe from people and situations you found yourself in because he had a plan for you.
When you were pregnant and scared, he gave you your momma, your husband, your coworkers and great employers. He gave you opportunities to get through those times. He provided the managers as friends and jobs that you needed to feel comfortable at the time. All your bills were always paid and never late, your needs were always met. He gave you a loyal faithful man with an amazing family and dad that you could call your own.
When Baby Abby passed and your world fell apart Jesus gave you strength in the moment to be strong for everyone that needed you and courage to get through that. He made miracles out of that with bringing Jen and Jon to accept him and now love the Lord. He took what was so broken and repaired it so strong.
After Abby, you also lost your Meem and this was the closest person you had lost in death and then when you had a panic attack while driving, Jesus stayed with you and listened to your cries and sobs for help. He kept your body safe and your mind as safe as it needed to be to get to your momma and to make sure you and the babies were not alone but safe. He made you rest and he drew near to you and he made you stronger day by day. He never left your side as you ventured out of the house as you learned to not be afraid to drive again, he kept you physically healthy and he strengthened your mind. He sent the people to you in your darkest days, he sent Rosie and Rachel women of God to minister to you and to be support while you healed so you wouldn’t be alone. He guided your steps each day and never let you lose your mind completely he let you feel his faithfulness. He brought you closer to him he showed you could depend on him, He provided medial needs, counselors and people you needed to get better. He allowed your husband to be rigid and strong and although it hurt it healed you. Jesus knew what I needed. He kept your family together and your husband continued to love you even if he didn’t understand. God provided and brought you back to Desert Hills to continue to heal and fulfill his plan of starting bible study. He gave you Grandma Barb because you couldn’t have your momma yet. He nurtured you and your boys through her. He gave you companionship at doctor appointments, grocery shopping, school, and sports events. Jesus sent Aleena and Keeley and other friends to make sure you never felt alone, and you could get done what had been placed in your life with less fear and more confidence. He never left you, He never forsake you. He supplied all these people because he created you and he knew your need for love, safety, people and affection, He knew that deep desire because he created it in you so he has always made sure it has been fulfilled.
God provided a way for you to have your momma, your new house, he provided your husband with amazing people in his life and job opportunities, He gave you Lori he gave you your church he gave your business partners that line up with his will for your life, he continues to provide. He keeps you all safe and healthy and he is right with you each day no matter the struggles or joys he NEVER leaves.
No matter what the future holds and the things you must endure in your life you know you will be OK. Why, because he isn’t leaving your side now or ever. He will continue to give you strength when you don’t have it, he will supply all your needs, financially, medically, physically and mentally. He will always keep your mind sound and supply you with his servants to make sure you’re never alone. He always has and he always will. Becky YOU WILL BE OKAY let go of the future and put it in your makers hands he already has a plan to take care of you and everything that comes.
